"Some friendships are hard to let go but harder to hold onto-💜"

At 1 am, I sit down in my room with a happy face and reply to the messages I've received and complete my remaining assignments. And then, I scroll through Instagram  the most favourite timepass of mine.

But then your name pops up in my head. I try to remember what had actually happened between us that we stopped talking but I couldn't think of a reason. So I decide to read our old conversations to figure out where it all started to go down.

I keep on reading but I couldn't find anything that would give me a reason for us to not talk anymore. On and on I go, but after a point all I could see was me texting you a number of times and you not replying to any of it. So, I guess it wasn't me who stopped talking it was you.

Anyway today I was told something very important about your life but except it wasn't from you. Someone I least expected told me. And I'm really glad the person did. We've known each other for years and I did share everything with you, didn't I?

Life is quite funny. There is me who told you everything about my life and then there is you. It breaks my heart it makes me cry. But then I realise, I tried to mend something which wasn't even broken. I tried everything I could to not let this friendship fade away. And, you didn't. 

It's okay if you don't want to share. It's okay if you don't want me as a part of your life. I've been through this before and I can go through it again. But, I hope that one day, when you hear my name, you realise the bond that we had and how you let it slip away.